good morning...
thanks GOD for not torturing me with night mares....
though i just had a few hours of sleep i'm satisfy with it....
thanks GOD for not blinding both of my eyes too....
this morning situation was exactly like one of the morning of the passed 2years....
it was so scary,
though the sun is warm,
my heart was strugling.....
my mind start to torture me again with last night incident....
i had tried hard to save my love....
i had tried to tolerate , tried to apologize ,
tried to do everything i can....
i just wish everything can start again ,
but i really don't understand....
a phone call with some arguments can take away all my soul....
just in few minutes call....
a misunderstanding can destroy everything,
the one who took away my heart ,
he just changed to another person in one night ,
he just like a poison that makes me get pain and pain....
i canot get back to my studies,
i canot eat at all ,
i canot sleep well ,
GOD !!!
please save me....
what should i do now to let my self feel better ?
i really feel suffer for every single breath,
my tears keep flow out non stop....
everyday i counted day by day....
i am always waiting for his coming back....
i missed him alot....
i just know that ,
the day he stay with me was the most wonderfull momment in my life....
but now , why ?!!!
everything i did to build my love just gone in that few minutes ?
why he keep concentrating on my fault but not my goods ?
izit fair enough for me ?
everyone has his or her weakneses ,
he wants me to change to a perfect one ,
i promised but with a condition i really need time....
but my mind keep flash back about ....
he said to me last time that he love me....
he will love and accept my weakneses.....
but why ?!!!
can somebody tell me why .....
please !!!!
why he just give up my love so easily ?
can you treat me fair ?
can you just think about my good side when you hate me so much ?
can you stop torturing my soul ?!!!
am i still your beloved one ?
if you really love me....
why cant you just forgive me for once again ?
i love you so much tat's why i'm begging you....
but your words hurt me so much....
can you stop that ?
can you give me back my soul ?
i don't know how long else i can stand for this situation ....
please.....
i don't want to face this hell-like torture anymore ....
my tears going to dry off ....
please stop torturing my heart .....
please.....
i just want back my normal life....
thanks GOD for not torturing me with night mares....
though i just had a few hours of sleep i'm satisfy with it....
thanks GOD for not blinding both of my eyes too....
this morning situation was exactly like one of the morning of the passed 2years....
it was so scary,
though the sun is warm,
my heart was strugling.....
my mind start to torture me again with last night incident....
i had tried hard to save my love....
i had tried to tolerate , tried to apologize ,
tried to do everything i can....
i just wish everything can start again ,
but i really don't understand....
a phone call with some arguments can take away all my soul....
just in few minutes call....
a misunderstanding can destroy everything,
the one who took away my heart ,
he just changed to another person in one night ,
he just like a poison that makes me get pain and pain....
i canot get back to my studies,
i canot eat at all ,
i canot sleep well ,
GOD !!!
please save me....
what should i do now to let my self feel better ?
i really feel suffer for every single breath,
my tears keep flow out non stop....
everyday i counted day by day....
i am always waiting for his coming back....
i missed him alot....
i just know that ,
the day he stay with me was the most wonderfull momment in my life....
but now , why ?!!!
everything i did to build my love just gone in that few minutes ?
why he keep concentrating on my fault but not my goods ?
izit fair enough for me ?
everyone has his or her weakneses ,
he wants me to change to a perfect one ,
i promised but with a condition i really need time....
but my mind keep flash back about ....
he said to me last time that he love me....
he will love and accept my weakneses.....
but why ?!!!
can somebody tell me why .....
please !!!!
why he just give up my love so easily ?
can you treat me fair ?
can you just think about my good side when you hate me so much ?
can you stop torturing my soul ?!!!
am i still your beloved one ?
if you really love me....
why cant you just forgive me for once again ?
i love you so much tat's why i'm begging you....
but your words hurt me so much....
can you stop that ?
can you give me back my soul ?
i don't know how long else i can stand for this situation ....
please.....
i don't want to face this hell-like torture anymore ....
my tears going to dry off ....
please stop torturing my heart .....
please.....
i just want back my normal life....
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juz need some time ..
无论如何，
牵了手就要好好珍惜，
别轻易松手。。
加油！
thank you....