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i know it's cruel to mention to you about 'i'm bored'

but at the same time i felt very disappointed with your reaction 

as usual, u'll never worry and u'll never care

you'll surely push all the responsibilities to me

saying i'm too free, i'm too bored at home, that's why think like this

sigh

why it's always me?

why you never think that this problem involving both party?

i really cannot adapt myself with this kind of so called 'routine-relationship'

sometimes i'm very hope you will care me more

you'll surprise me

you'll keep update urself about me by visiting my blog,

take a look at my status posted in facebook

or praised me let others know you're proud to have me

you know exactly what i want,

you know how to make me happy

but you'll always refuse to do that,

why?

you claimed to me that you're very busy

i'm very worry

when we both work in future

it will be both ignoring both？

i'm confused

i'm worried

why you never understand me?

why you never worry?

why you never take action or put more afford to improve our relationship?

i'm down

i'm trying my best to list out our problem

i'm trying hard to discuss with you what should we do to improve our relationship

what do i get?

you'll push the responsibilities to me, to your work, to my over-leisured time, and many more

you keep deny and say this is normal

worst when...

you'll always dumb me when i started to cry

the consequences will be i'll feel more and more hurt

because i'm crying for you, i love you that's why i cried ,

yet you dumb me,

you wasted my tears!

why your mind isn't thinking 

"Sorry bao bei, maybe i'm kinda busy recently, i'll try to give you more, we just try it again okay?"

the sorry doesn't meant you're wrong

the sorry can be a kind of comfort 

and "bao bei" or "lao po" at least can let me know you're still love me

i know you don't like me to teach you how to love me

me either!

this all should be act spontaneously 

i'm sorry! sometimes i just really hope you can do this to me!

i just telling you what is the kind of relationship i most comfort with

i'm not forcing you to change anything ok?

i'm sorry darling, i love you

wish you recover soon 

from : Bao Bei