AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
People might be saying " happy without reason"
For me , "No reason to happy for tonight, hopefully its only for tonight"
Arghhhhh what kinda of life is this?
I feel like something holding and restricting me being happy recently.
Just as usual, I wish to list down my problems here,
1) OK THE MOST RECENT CASE. I FEEL LIKE CHEATED!!!!! BY WHO?
BY THE STUPID CELEBRITY FITNESS!!!
seriously I feel like terminating my gym since long long long long time ago!!!! because of the poor facilities, service, and also the equipment maintenance, super loussy, most of the time i fall down from the gym chair, so stupid and malu! grhhh some more the sauna again, not functioning, i feel like terminating!
BUT NOW WHAT HAPPEN YOU KNOW???!!
I received a letter, they wanted to increase the membership dues, wtf!
and i read back my agreement last time i joined the club, i never realized there is one sentence, the club reserves the right to increase the membership dues without any notice etc bla bla fuck bla bullshit!! wtffffffffff, i hate you celebrity. i am super unhappy with you!!!!
2) Again, I rejected a job offer, wait, should I say a good offer? Big company, ZHULIAN, I was so happy when I received the interview call, I updated my resume, printed it, rushed home, took my certs, and reached on time, did well in the interview, waited for the good news, yes I received the good news, they HIRED me! without second interview. Yes, I am sooooo happy because it's finally something related to my field, QC. I heard it's kinda of boring job and routine work, but who cares, I like it seriously. It's much more better than sitting in Global Sunshine Office, waiting for manager's reply, which took 1week plus plus to response to your stuff, hate it. I feel like wasting time in the office seriously!
Oh yeah, then what's next? HIRED ME. HORRAY BUT FUCK. the pay offered to me was so fucking low, it's the same as my pay when I joined NBH. FUCK. BIG COMPANY WEI. Offered me with this amount, which an OGAWA sales man can earn more than this. I feel so disappointed. After a serious consideration, I reject the offer, seriously I work for both MONEY and INTEREST. Everyone advised me differently.
Ivan: Zhulian is not MNC, thats why the pay is low, maybe? and this amount is definitely not enough to support your current life, you have to pay gym, digi bills, give your parents pocket money, parking, petrol for long travel from bayan lepas to gurney gym 6days/week, car maintenance, entertainment spending, etc. Some more 5.5 working days, and the short lunch hour (30min) is totally crazy. Just ignore the offer, go for the Dorkei Plastic company.
Hooi Ling: I heard my friend said Zhulian doesn't provide a good benefits to its employees. QC salary range should be like this, unless you naik pangkat to manager, supervisor, etc. However just go for it if you really want it.
Chun Hoong: DON'T GO LAAAA, SEEE, GSB SOO NICE....SO RELAX...PAY IS HIGHER....WORK 5.5DAYS IS LIKE NO LIFE ALREADY YOU KNOW....SATURDAY WORK UNTIL 1.30PM? WALAO.....U PERGI QUEENSBAY ALSO NO PARKING AT THAT TIME ALREADY YOU KNOW, QBAY TRAFFIC JAM AR.....ETC (WTF FEEL LIKE SLAPPING HIM. LOL)
Mummy: Girl, you're big big girl already, must be able to make your own decision, if the you like the job just go, don't care about the pay, because if you perform well, they will pay you more later, if good prospect then just go ahead. The more we earn, the more we will spend then comes to nothing,
Daddy: No idea, stay better larrrr, current company is good since it's so flexible, and you can travel freq also. Good exposure for you. Manager treat you good some more.
Eric: Must always know what you want, not what you comfortable with, once you get something you want, you will love it and get comfortable...for me I won't accept because I don't like QC factory job. (ishhh of cause la, you now sudah super hangfuk ler, big co with huge benefits, feed you fat fat! so nice)
And the QC senior sent me an email in this morning, stating they offered me xxxx amount, I realized they added me RM50 to my basic compared to the 1st amount they told me, i feel like slapping the boss there, warrghhhhh the RM50 take back la, please lah, gosh. Anyway I replied I am not accepting the job offer because of I have to stay until end of march, thats it. Bye bye Zhulian. Should I feel sad for it? OK TELLING MYSELF NOW : sad wad laaaaaaa, offer you such a low pay, some more add you RM50 like kelian you this siu mui mui, such a big company, some more listed in the Bursa Malaysia one lor, the offered pay is so less until i feel like no heart anymore to accept it, though I like the job.
OK BYE BYE ZHUUUUUUUULIAN...... CHEEE BYEEE!!!
3) I feel like spent alot of money recently, when I count back, I suppose to have at least 4K savings in my bank, because my target is 1month I must simpan at least 1k, so now suppose to be 4k, BUT now, less than 3K, arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Sobzz, I don't know where I spent the 1.5k away, some more I bought a new slimming product, I just paid RM170 one shot just now, and I realized there is leakage of the powder into the outer box, bad impression already!!! some more the kotak is i can koyak easily that kind, super cheap quality punya kotak, sucky packaging, super bad impression.
I feel regret to make the decision to buy this product.
Sigh. Btw i hope I can slim ASAP as Ivan's aunt did, 4kg within 3weeks, if no, then is time to cry for the RM170 lost.
4) Yahhhhh working stuff/ problems will never run from my listing. Now, 3 survivors, me hooi ling and chun hoong left. My projects are all pending, hooi ling and chun hoong never involve in my projects, I'm alone handling this Seed fund project, all stuck like constipation shit, and I got nobody to help me, i feel like wasting time sitting there, some more chun hoong decided to resign end of feb, left me and hooi ling, i cannot imagine how touch is our remaining days in NBH. the feeling of the big family in NBH always there, yet there's nobody in fact. i miss everyone working happily last time, Yvonne, Mr Tan, Ms Kang, Anisah, and of course my gym + music mate Eric, miss you guys so much, always thinking of you all whenever I'm working alone in the office, super hard feelings, really miss you all, my GSB big family. (WTF WHY I'M SO SENTIMENTAL ONE.)
5) I gained weight, ALOT!!!!! my 6months hard work, i gained it back within few weeks time. WHAT HAPPEN TO MY BODY!!! SO HARD TO REDUCE IT UNTIL 66KG, NOW GAINED BACK TO 71KG. WTFFFFF. I TAK MAKAN BANYAK ALSO, JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE DURING CNY. AND I STILL GOT DRINK DETOX TEA EVERY NIGHT, GO GYM AFTER WORK. SERIOUSLY I AM THE KIND OF PEOPLE WHO BREATHE ALSO CAN GAIN WEIGH.
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK!!!!!
!#@$!#@%@$#%@#$%@#$%@$%@%@~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FEELING SAD ACTUALLY
RAIN RAIN RAIN
T________________________T
6) yes probably the last thing. some more super stupid stuff. one of the factor contributing my sadness, my kain lap handphone dah hilang. opps forgot to introduce their name. they named Pupu.
my 2nd time lost my pupu, i super hate myself now. 2ND TIME HILANG, SOME MORE WITHIN 1 WEEK. HILANG DUA KALI. I HATE MYSELF!!! I MISS MY OLD PUPU. :(
wuuuuarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my pupu dah hilang................. sentimental value ler.....................
where are you................. PUPUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU...........
T_______________________________T
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHAT KINDA OF LIFE IT THIS!?!!!!
BTW
Happy valentine's day to all.
BO MOOD VALENTINE LAAAAAAAAAA
Night
For me , "No reason to happy for tonight, hopefully its only for tonight"
Arghhhhh what kinda of life is this?
I feel like something holding and restricting me being happy recently.
Just as usual, I wish to list down my problems here,
1) OK THE MOST RECENT CASE. I FEEL LIKE CHEATED!!!!! BY WHO?
BY THE STUPID CELEBRITY FITNESS!!!
seriously I feel like terminating my gym since long long long long time ago!!!! because of the poor facilities, service, and also the equipment maintenance, super loussy, most of the time i fall down from the gym chair, so stupid and malu! grhhh some more the sauna again, not functioning, i feel like terminating!
BUT NOW WHAT HAPPEN YOU KNOW???!!
I received a letter, they wanted to increase the membership dues, wtf!
and i read back my agreement last time i joined the club, i never realized there is one sentence, the club reserves the right to increase the membership dues without any notice etc bla bla fuck bla bullshit!! wtffffffffff, i hate you celebrity. i am super unhappy with you!!!!
2) Again, I rejected a job offer, wait, should I say a good offer? Big company, ZHULIAN, I was so happy when I received the interview call, I updated my resume, printed it, rushed home, took my certs, and reached on time, did well in the interview, waited for the good news, yes I received the good news, they HIRED me! without second interview. Yes, I am sooooo happy because it's finally something related to my field, QC. I heard it's kinda of boring job and routine work, but who cares, I like it seriously. It's much more better than sitting in Global Sunshine Office, waiting for manager's reply, which took 1week plus plus to response to your stuff, hate it. I feel like wasting time in the office seriously!
Oh yeah, then what's next? HIRED ME. HORRAY BUT FUCK. the pay offered to me was so fucking low, it's the same as my pay when I joined NBH. FUCK. BIG COMPANY WEI. Offered me with this amount, which an OGAWA sales man can earn more than this. I feel so disappointed. After a serious consideration, I reject the offer, seriously I work for both MONEY and INTEREST. Everyone advised me differently.
Ivan: Zhulian is not MNC, thats why the pay is low, maybe? and this amount is definitely not enough to support your current life, you have to pay gym, digi bills, give your parents pocket money, parking, petrol for long travel from bayan lepas to gurney gym 6days/week, car maintenance, entertainment spending, etc. Some more 5.5 working days, and the short lunch hour (30min) is totally crazy. Just ignore the offer, go for the Dorkei Plastic company.
Hooi Ling: I heard my friend said Zhulian doesn't provide a good benefits to its employees. QC salary range should be like this, unless you naik pangkat to manager, supervisor, etc. However just go for it if you really want it.
Chun Hoong: DON'T GO LAAAA, SEEE, GSB SOO NICE....SO RELAX...PAY IS HIGHER....WORK 5.5DAYS IS LIKE NO LIFE ALREADY YOU KNOW....SATURDAY WORK UNTIL 1.30PM? WALAO.....U PERGI QUEENSBAY ALSO NO PARKING AT THAT TIME ALREADY YOU KNOW, QBAY TRAFFIC JAM AR.....ETC (WTF FEEL LIKE SLAPPING HIM. LOL)
Mummy: Girl, you're big big girl already, must be able to make your own decision, if the you like the job just go, don't care about the pay, because if you perform well, they will pay you more later, if good prospect then just go ahead. The more we earn, the more we will spend then comes to nothing,
Daddy: No idea, stay better larrrr, current company is good since it's so flexible, and you can travel freq also. Good exposure for you. Manager treat you good some more.
Eric: Must always know what you want, not what you comfortable with, once you get something you want, you will love it and get comfortable...for me I won't accept because I don't like QC factory job. (ishhh of cause la, you now sudah super hangfuk ler, big co with huge benefits, feed you fat fat! so nice)
And the QC senior sent me an email in this morning, stating they offered me xxxx amount, I realized they added me RM50 to my basic compared to the 1st amount they told me, i feel like slapping the boss there, warrghhhhh the RM50 take back la, please lah, gosh. Anyway I replied I am not accepting the job offer because of I have to stay until end of march, thats it. Bye bye Zhulian. Should I feel sad for it? OK TELLING MYSELF NOW : sad wad laaaaaaa, offer you such a low pay, some more add you RM50 like kelian you this siu mui mui, such a big company, some more listed in the Bursa Malaysia one lor, the offered pay is so less until i feel like no heart anymore to accept it, though I like the job.
OK BYE BYE ZHUUUUUUUULIAN...... CHEEE BYEEE!!!
3) I feel like spent alot of money recently, when I count back, I suppose to have at least 4K savings in my bank, because my target is 1month I must simpan at least 1k, so now suppose to be 4k, BUT now, less than 3K, arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Sobzz, I don't know where I spent the 1.5k away, some more I bought a new slimming product, I just paid RM170 one shot just now, and I realized there is leakage of the powder into the outer box, bad impression already!!! some more the kotak is i can koyak easily that kind, super cheap quality punya kotak, sucky packaging, super bad impression.
I feel regret to make the decision to buy this product.
Sigh. Btw i hope I can slim ASAP as Ivan's aunt did, 4kg within 3weeks, if no, then is time to cry for the RM170 lost.
4) Yahhhhh working stuff/ problems will never run from my listing. Now, 3 survivors, me hooi ling and chun hoong left. My projects are all pending, hooi ling and chun hoong never involve in my projects, I'm alone handling this Seed fund project, all stuck like constipation shit, and I got nobody to help me, i feel like wasting time sitting there, some more chun hoong decided to resign end of feb, left me and hooi ling, i cannot imagine how touch is our remaining days in NBH. the feeling of the big family in NBH always there, yet there's nobody in fact. i miss everyone working happily last time, Yvonne, Mr Tan, Ms Kang, Anisah, and of course my gym + music mate Eric, miss you guys so much, always thinking of you all whenever I'm working alone in the office, super hard feelings, really miss you all, my GSB big family. (WTF WHY I'M SO SENTIMENTAL ONE.)
5) I gained weight, ALOT!!!!! my 6months hard work, i gained it back within few weeks time. WHAT HAPPEN TO MY BODY!!! SO HARD TO REDUCE IT UNTIL 66KG, NOW GAINED BACK TO 71KG. WTFFFFF. I TAK MAKAN BANYAK ALSO, JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE DURING CNY. AND I STILL GOT DRINK DETOX TEA EVERY NIGHT, GO GYM AFTER WORK. SERIOUSLY I AM THE KIND OF PEOPLE WHO BREATHE ALSO CAN GAIN WEIGH.
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK!!!!!
!#@$!#@%@$#%@#$%@#$%@$%@%@~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FEELING SAD ACTUALLY
RAIN RAIN RAIN
T________________________T
6) yes probably the last thing. some more super stupid stuff. one of the factor contributing my sadness, my kain lap handphone dah hilang. opps forgot to introduce their name. they named Pupu.
my 2nd time lost my pupu, i super hate myself now. 2ND TIME HILANG, SOME MORE WITHIN 1 WEEK. HILANG DUA KALI. I HATE MYSELF!!! I MISS MY OLD PUPU. :(
wuuuuarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my pupu dah hilang................. sentimental value ler.....................
where are you................. PUPUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU...........
T_______________________________T
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHAT KINDA OF LIFE IT THIS!?!!!!
BTW
Happy valentine's day to all.
BO MOOD VALENTINE LAAAAAAAAAA
Night
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