d.o.w.n
im extremly down right now, now, now ! 10.30pm tuesday 9/2/2010 !!
today im extremly tired and exhausted to stay at scol from morning till evening, fall asleep at my idol NAZZALAN lecture, which is IMPOSIBLE for me since last semester.
just rush to my bed once i reach my home and dinner, i had NIGHT MARES again.
this night mare took 2hours, when i wake i just feel so SUCK coz i really HATE night mare !
Night mares alwaz make me feel moody and depress although this is not the true incident, don't ask me why coz i really dono why i juz cant get rid from the effects from the night mares.
actually there are one remedy to avoid my moody situation, once i awake from night mares, i always hope someone there can cheer me and in short is "tam" me.
im just an ordinary and simple girl, i noe im not an independent girl, but what i need is just so simple right ?
but the one i need AGAIN he is not available for me during that time.
i feel so SUCKED.
and i have no mood now to start my immunology.
feel like just wana shout out and kill people now.
im that extreme.
sorry.
today im extremly tired and exhausted to stay at scol from morning till evening, fall asleep at my idol NAZZALAN lecture, which is IMPOSIBLE for me since last semester.
just rush to my bed once i reach my home and dinner, i had NIGHT MARES again.
this night mare took 2hours, when i wake i just feel so SUCK coz i really HATE night mare !
Night mares alwaz make me feel moody and depress although this is not the true incident, don't ask me why coz i really dono why i juz cant get rid from the effects from the night mares.
actually there are one remedy to avoid my moody situation, once i awake from night mares, i always hope someone there can cheer me and in short is "tam" me.
im just an ordinary and simple girl, i noe im not an independent girl, but what i need is just so simple right ?
but the one i need AGAIN he is not available for me during that time.
i feel so SUCKED.
and i have no mood now to start my immunology.
feel like just wana shout out and kill people now.
im that extreme.
sorry.
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