blue blue blue

monday blue

tuesday blue

wedenesday blue

thursday blue

firday blue

saturday blue

*sigh*

i was soooo regret to choose island as my internship

to not dissapointing and wasting my aunty's effort

i was forced to adapt to the environment that i realy feel uncomfortable at all

i try to tell my self there will be another bright day after the dark

evreything should be okay , just be patient

i hate the feeling being there

i hate the aunties there

i don't like the feeling being looked down

i hate the feeling being blame while i am right in fact

i hate the way they treat us like 'transparent'

why my frens LI so happy and they can experience so many things ?

their boss so take care of them

my boss ?

i think he even forgoten our appearance

is ture !

my frens even can take blood from donors , cucuk the donors !!

me ?

just standing there most of the time

or just doing those sily things like passing papers and running those simple machine

what the hell is this LI !!!????

p/s : dear aunty !! u treat me badly ? i will treat your child as same if i have the chance to be your child senior or teacher !!! becarefull !!!!