something to crap during midnight

money money money

everything on earth is bonded to money

do you agree?

yesterday i went an interview at Bread History Georgetown (main office)

i applied for the post of Purchasing Officer and also HR Executive

i got the bad feeling when i reached Bread History

i should say, i already got the bad feeling once i received the phone call for interview

as usual, i equipped myself with a pair of blue eyes (not needed) , formal slacks and blouse, Alain Delon's formal shoe, simple make up, tied hair, full set of resume, dean list certs and so on.

the boss is very young, not-bad looking, rich maybe (i saw his car, huge BMW), speaked Chinese, named Simon.

after bla~bla~bla~ about what the post responsible for

now, straight to the point,

"你的薪水(expected salary)。。。嗯。。。还蛮高的。。。"

damn laaa

2months ago, my expected salary was RM2,500

2weeks ago, my expected salary became RM2,400

few days ago, my expected salary became RM2,200

yesterday my expected salary was RM2,000!!!

hmm, i feel shameful writing this value

i think i should just leave the hell place

RM2,000 is too high for you? wtf?

hence, after bargain i realized you can pay me only RM1300+100 for the max

WADDDD THEEEEEE FLOOOWERRRRR (WTF)

haha should i laugh or cry?

okay fine, actually i learnt something from you, young boss

you mentioned to me that, i speak soft and look scared.

thank you Simon, i'll surely forced my self to improve for the coming interview

anyway i  felt miserable after the interview

and why i'm so stupid for attending such totally NO-MATCH interview

then at the night, i learnt something precious from my friend heng ee ex school mate, named Waikit

thank you Waikit

he reminded me about I shouldn't apply those job which require ' SPM/STPM/Diploma/Degree or above'

no wonder i'm like being cheated

zzzzzzz

i'm so noob!

i just love to clicked 'apply' for whatever position matched with my qualification and of course those interesting post one

hmm, never learn never know right?

i used to chat with Waikit about our experience during interview

we exchange lots of info and also experience

and he conclude to me "we can publish a book about how to master an interview"

and alice me added on "yaya, bilingual with the title of teknik teknik menghadapi temu duga"

=___=

another BOOM is from my mum

mummy said : " whatever, RM1300, since you're extremely free at home, why don't just go and try?"

alice :" what the xxxx? RM1300, don't you mama feel that this is a scary amount? you want your daughter to eat Roti from Bread history everyday?"

the KENG one arrives,

mummy : "oh really? when you are jobless, like now, even a Roti you have no money to buy it, don't you think so?"

alice : .............................................................

=____________=ll

(BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMM)  *smoke*

claps for mummy

is true!

but dear mummy, please....please....please....

i know you never force me to study hard or work hard since i was small

all you want is me and koko live well, healthy and happy

to be honest, this concept is no longer exist, in my brain (temporary)

i'm so so so so desperate for a high pay job

you know why?

because i want to give you and papa a much much much better life!

i know daddy want a super huge plasma tv

i know daddy want to travel to China, S'pore, Europe, etc etc

i know daddy wish to own a Benz

i am fucking guilty when you and daddy willing to sleep under hot environment due to want to save electricity by never turn on the air cond

can RM1300 give you both a better life?

ya i think i can! give me 20years then!

you both will be 80years+ old

sigh

thats why your daughter struggle very hard right now

for me, even RM2.5k pay is so so so damnnnn low and not enough if i want to achieve all above

the value of money is getting smaller

everything keep naik harga naik harga

sigh

*depress for 5seconds*

anyway, i understand i'm freshy, there is always a limit for freshy

however, as conclusion,

my limit must not be lower than RM2k

please, i promise i'll work hard, i believe i deserve more!

just give me a little bit more? okay? please

GOD please bless me with luck okay?

alice is begging for luck now...please....

lastly

a song to cheer alice up



good luck alice!

have faith!